Thursday, September 12, 2013

FLIGHT FROM OBSESSION - CHAPTER NINE

Abby was in her little attic office working on the upper division course she was preparing for the fall semester and thought she would call Raintree and ask permission to use a slide show of his works to illustrate several important points under one of her lesson topics. 

The phone rang and when she picked it up a gruff voice said, “Abby Cavanaugh?  This is Doc James speaking.”
“Hello, Doc, this is Abby Cavanaugh speaking.” Doc James was an old, retired doctor who kept care of the town’s minor ailments when it didn’t require a trip inland.

“How can I help you, doctor?” she asked.
“Bad news Abby, I’m here at Gurney’s and Fred’s had a heart attack.”

“My God in heaven,” she said.
“We’re waiting for the ambulance and Bessie needs someone.”

“Of course, tell Aunt Bessie that I’ll be right there.”
Abby stopped and grabbed her purse and sweater and was out of the door in minutes.  When she parked her car in front of Gurney’s there was a small crowd gathered at the entrance trying to see inside the store.   Abby pushed through and knocked on the door

“Had to lock up to keep everyone out,” he explained.
“What’s happened, Doc?  How’s Fred?” she asked.

 “Calm down and I’ll tell you what I know, Abby.  You won’t be much good to Bessie if you don’t settle down,” he said.
He explained the sequence of events as he walked Abby to the storeroom in the back, “Bessie was alone up front when she heard something fall in the backroom.  She called out to Fred and when he didn’t answer she went back to investigate and found him unconscious on the floor.  She called me and had the good sense to call an ambulance too; it’s on its way.”

He put his hand on Abby’s arm, “We won’t know how bad it is until we get him to the hospital but I’m afraid that it’s pretty bad.”
Abby nodded and took a couple of deep breathes before passing through the doorway to the storeroom.

She went right to Aunt Bessie and held the trembling woman in her arms, “It’s all right Aunt Bessie we’re going to take real good care of Fred,” and then with a sigh of relief she said, “Here’s the ambulance now.”
She held Aunt Bessie in her arms away from Fred while the paramedics worked on him.  She couldn’t see what they were doing but she could see that Fred looked pale and small lying there on the floor.  They strapped him to a stretcher and carried him to the ambulance.

“I’m going to ride with him,” Aunt Bessie cried out and tried to break away from Abby.
“Sorry, mam,” a paramedic said as he slammed the ambulance door, “We’re going to have to be attending to Mr. Gurney and you’d just be in the way.”

“Come with me, Aunt Bessie, we’ll follow the ambulance right to the hospital.”
Abby coaxed her over to her camper as the crowd made a path murmuring comforting words and reaching out to touch Bessie.

Doc James handed Bessie her purse, “You go with Abby, Bessie, and I’ll lock up here,” he said. 
“Abby call me as soon as you know anything,” he said.

Abby settled Bessie into the passenger seat and buckled her seat belt, “They’re doing everything they can.”
Abby started the camper and headed into town behind the ambulance.  Tears coursed down Bessie’s lined face and she wouldn’t take her eyes off of the ambulance as she raveled and unraveled a hankie on her lap.

She turned to Abby, “I guess it’s in the Good Lord’s hands now.  I feel so helpless.”
“I know Aunt Bessie, but we can pray,” and Abby did all the way to the hospital.

Redwood Coast Hospital was an old but sparkling white two story building with well-tended lawns and shade trees. Abby found a parking place and helped Aunt Bessie into the main lobby where she was seated with a clerk to fill in all of the paper work and insurance forms.  They were directed to a waiting room on the second floor.
It wasn’t a big city hospital but Abby was impressed with the modern equipment and efficiency.  It looked like Fred would get good care here.

It seemed as if they’d been waiting for hours when a red-headed, freckle faced young doctor in a lab coat walked down the hall toward them.
“Mrs. Gurney?” the man asked.

“Yes, I’m Bessie Gurney.  How is my husband?” she stood on shaky legs.
The young man took her by the arm and seated her on the settee and then sat down next to her.

“I’m Dr. Anderson, Mrs. Gurney. Your husband had a very serious heart attack.  I can’t make any promises but we do have him stabilized and settled in a room in intensive care.”
“Can she see him?” Abby asked.

“He’s in room 202.  I guess it wouldn’t hurt if she went in for a moment or two.”
“Mrs. Gurney,” the doctor took her hand, the nurses will shoo you right out and that’s on my orders.  Your husband needs quiet and the nurses need room to keep him comfortable, so pay attention to what they say.”

“I’ll do as they say, doctor,” Bessie promised.
“Does he need anything, doctor?  Round the clock nurses, specialists, anything?” Abby asked.

“We’re doing everything we can.  We have a nurse monitoring his vital signs at all times and we’ll know immediately if he needs attention,” the doctor said.  Dr. Anderson rose and rubbed his eyes.  “I’ll be at the hospital until later tonight, we’ll let you know if there is any change.”

Abby helped Aunt Bessie up and found Fred’s room with the help of a nurse. 
“The doctor said she could go in for a minute.”

Bessie faltered as Abby helped her into the room.  Fred was hooked up to various monitors and equipment with tubes running in and out of his body.  He looked pale and lifeless in the big hospital bed.  Bessie sat down in the chair next to him and laid her hand on his, “I’m going to stay here with him, Abby.  I’ll be all right.”
Abby glanced at the nurse.

“I’m afraid that won’t be possible, Mrs. Gurney, doctor’s orders you know but I’ll give you five minutes.”
After the allotted five minutes the nurse brought Bessie back out to Abby.  Abby walked her over to an alcove with a settee, chairs, and coffee and soda machines.

"Can I get you something to drink?”
“No child, I’m fine.”

“Aunt Bessie, Is there anyone I should call?”
Bessie fished in her purse and found her address book and handed it to Abby, “Would you call Reverend Potter and tell him that I’d appreciate his prayers?”

“I’ll find a phone and get right back to you, try to relax.”
 She went toward the elevators and heard someone calling her name.  She turned and trying a smile she said, “Dr. Jordan I presume?”

“Are you here to visit someone?”
Abby explained the circumstances for her presence in the hospital,

“I was just on my way to get change and find a phone,” she said.
“You’ve been crying,” he said and pulled her over to the water fountain, dampened his fresh handkerchief in the water and dabbed at her face.  “There now, little girl, you can use my office for your calls.  It’s on three.”

They took the elevator up a floor and he showed her his office and left on rounds.  Abby checked in the little book and called Reverend Potter and told him what happened.  He said he would be there that evening to see Mrs. Gurney and her husband.
“Thanks, Reverend, I know she’ll appreciate it.”

“She’s a good woman, Ms. Cavanaugh, I’m glad you’re there with her.”
Abby made a quick call to Doc James and then checked her own address book to see if she had Tom’s number.  He was on an overnight business trip to L.A.  She dialed his home phone first and it rang for a long time and finally a woman’s voice answered. 

"Is Tom Yancy there?” she asked nervously.
“May I ask whose calling?” the voice said imperiously.

“This is Abby Cavanaugh.  It’s a personal call and somewhat urgent,” she said to the voice.
“Yancy, it’s for you,” the woman called in a clipped tone, “And it’s personal.”      

“Hello, this is Tom Yancy.”
“Tom,” she said, not knowing how to break the news or if she even should have called.

“Abby, is that you?”
“Tom, it’s just awful,” she said.

“Take it easy, sweetheart, just go slow and tell me what happened,” Tom ordered in a calm voice.
Finally, Abby gathered her wits and explained everything that had happened and said, “I didn’t know whether to call you or not?”

“I’m glad you called.  We can’t do much for Fred, but Aunt Bessie needs us,” he said.  “Abby, I’m going to take the first flight back and drive straight to the hospital.  Can you hold down the fort until I get there?”
“I’m fine Tom.  I’ve been o.k. all day.  It’s just putting it into words that’s hard.”

“I know you’ll be o.k.  You’re made of tough stuff, professor.  Just hand on for a few more hours and I’ll be there,” he said.
 After they hung up Abby stood at the window looking down on the hospital grounds.  Wheelchair patients were piloting themselves along the paths and gathering in groups under the shade trees while the elderly and infirm were being pushed by relatives or nurses.

She went back down to two and found Aunt Bessie slumped on the edge of the settee.  Abby went over and sat next to her and pulled her close.  “Aunt Bessie, don’t give up hope, it’s in God’s hands.”
Bessie turned toward her, “I’m fine child,” she patted Abby’s hand consolingly, “You go home now, and I’ll be just fine waiting here.”

“Aunt Bessie, how could I leave you alone?  Reverend Potter will be here this evening, Tom is on his way back and I don’t plan on leaving your side until we all go home.  So just count on it.”
Several hours later Abby stood at the same window looking down on the hospital grounds. Earlier wheelchair patients were piloting themselves along the paths and gathering in groups under the shade trees while the elderly and infirm were being pushed by relatives or nurses; but it was dark now and life was at its lowest ebb, she was exhausted from the shock of Fred’s heart attack and waiting most of the day and night with Aunt Bessie.

She saw Blackie’s reflection in the window walking toward her. She turned and reached for his hand, “Thanks for all of the help you’ve been, Blackie.”
“You’re tired,” he said and took her in his arms.

She leaned against him and rested her head on his chest, “I don’t ever want to move.”
“You never have to,” his voice promised.

He rested his chin on her head, “Let me find and empty room for you so you can nap and take a shower,” he helped her to a seat in the waiting room. 
When he came back, mission accomplished she was sound asleep.  He scooped her up and laid her on the bed in the nearby room.  He took her shoes off and covered her with a blanket.  “Sleep well, little one,” he said.

Abby woke with a start a few hours later disoriented and needing a few moments to get her bearings back to present time and place.  She got up and rinsed her mouth out with a small sample bottle of mouth wash she bought at the gift shop, tidied her hair, and made her way back toward Fred’s room. 
Tom had arrived and they hugged and he offered to relieve Abby long enough for her to drive home for a change of clothes and shower.  While she was at home she saw that the answering machine was blinking but it was probably calls about Aunt Bessie and she had to hurry back to the hospital. 

Abby had asked Aunt Bessie what she needed from home and promised to stop by her house and pack a small bag with necessities and a change of clothes. As she was leaving Aunt Bessie’s she noticed her family Bible on the kitchen table opened to the book of Ruth and she put it on top of the rest of the things she packed and put it in her camper. 
Driving back to the hospital Abby knew it was past time to have a serious talk with Tom.  She had to tell him about her feelings for Blackie and sort it all out for herself before she would be ready to date anyone. This time she was going to follow her heart whether it was the wisest choice or not, and whether she won or lost. And right now her heart wasn’t hers to give. 

Later that day she invited Tom to the cafeteria for a snack or meal, she had lost track of night and day and whether it was time for breakfast or dinner.  She could see that it was light outside but that was about all she knew for sure. He said he wasn’t hungry but would enjoy a short walk out in the air so she had her talk with Tom on the hospital grounds.  Tom wasn’t happy about it but conceded that it was best he know now before his feelings deepened and he admitted he was a little concerned about jumping right into a new relationship straight from his old one. They decided to be good friends and leave it at that; after all, good friends were valuable and they were going to be neighbors in a small town for the rest of their lives.
When they got back up to Fred’s room they were told that he was holding his own but that there was no improvement.  Abby gave Aunt Bessie her bag and got the Bible out and handed it to her.

“Why bless your heart, that’s exactly what I needed and I forgot to tell you,” she said. 
“I knew you’d want it, Aunt Bessie,” Abby said.

Pastor Potter had located Fred’s son from a former marriage and Bessie told Abby and Tom that they would be arriving on the next flight from Boston.  Bessie had always tried to keep in touch with them though Fred was lukewarm about the relationship with his boy.  He and his first wife had married and divorced within two years and the woman had moved back east right after the divorce was final and Fred’s only contact was paying child support and a few visits when the son got old enough to fly by himself.  Aunt Bessie had tried to keep in touch but Fred Jr. wasn’t any better at letter writing then Fred Sr. and though there were calls on Christmas and birthdays the tie was tenuous and it was based on Fred Jr.’s affection for Aunt Bessie.  That affection is what prompted him to fly out to be with her. 
Tom told Aunt Bessie, “If there is any talk about Wills refer Fred Jr. to me because Fred recently retained me as his attorney and updated his Will.”

“He must have been feeling bad for a while then,” Bessie said, “He didn’t mention a new Will to me.”
“He instructed me not to tell anyone,” Tom said and gave Aunt Bessie two of his business cards and told her to give his card to the son if he asked any legal questions. 

Pastor Potter had arranged for a group of ladies from his church to come in pairs to keep Aunt Bessie company; their visits would begin first thing in the morning.  Abby and Tom were glad they would be able to run home to take care of feeding pets, fielding phone calls, checking the mail, taking showers, and changing clothes, but they still wanted to spend as much time as possible at the hospital with Aunt Bessie.
Abby was exhausted from the shock of Fred’s heart attack and catching a nap on strange beds in strange rooms, eating in the cafeteria, and supporting Aunt Bessie as much as possible. Tom wasn’t in much better shape but he was glad that Abby called him, he wanted to be there for Aunt Bessie. 

Fred’s son and his wife arrived during the night in a rental car and Tom and Abby met them and found Fred Jr. to be much like his father. Aunt Bessie insisted that they stay with her in Trinity Cove.  The wife, Stasia, was a piece of work, Tom thought, she was there to push her husband into getting what was rightfully his from the situation. He had met her type often in his line of work.
Abby and Tom offered to stay at the hospital until the Boston couple was settled in at the Gurney home and could bring Bessie back to the hospital. 

Tom and Abby took turns checking on Fred.  His condition remained the same and they reported no change to Aunt Bessie when she got back to the hospital with Fred Jr.  Stasia had decided she needed rest so she stayed at the Gurney home in Trinity Cove. When Pastor Potter’s ladies showed up in the morning Abby and Tom decided to go home and take care of chores and come back in the late afternoon or evening. 

Abby fell asleep as soon as she got home and fed Waif.  When she woke up and listen to her messages she was again sent into shock.  Four of the messages were from the District Attorney’s office in her hometown in the Midwest. In the latest message the caller left enough information to get her attention.
“Mrs. Turner this is Chuck Bernard with the Morgan County District Attorney’s office.  We’ve been leaving messages for you for several days now.  It’s of the upmost importance that you return our call.  Our office has a court order to exhume your father’s body for a detailed autopsy.  Please call me at your earliest convenience.”

She stared out the window not knowing what to do next.  Running on very little sleep she couldn’t absorb this new shock. She needed a lawyer she decided.  She hated to call Tom but he was the only lawyer she knew and she trusted him. 
She dialed his number and his sleepy voice mumbled, “Yes, who is it?”

“Tom, I’m sorry but can you come over here?” she asked.
“Now?” he was tired and grouchy.

“I’m afraid so, Tom, I need an attorney immediately.”
That statement cleared his fuzzy mind, “Has something happened?” he asked.

 “Yes, something awful, but not about Fred,” she responded, “Something from my past.”
Abby made coffee for Tom and tea for herself and he tapped on her backdoor five minutes later in jeans, a tee shirt, rumpled and unshaven.  

He did have a legal pad and pencil and, smiled when he smelled fresh coffee brewing.
Abby poured tea for herself and a cup of coffee for Tom and they sat at her dining table and she played the messages for him. 

Tom just shook his head the first time through the messages and said, “Play it again please.”
He began making notes and raised his hand to stop Abby when she started to explain. 

She decided to start breakfast while he thought about it and she put on a cast iron frying pan of thick cut bacon to fill the air with the aroma of frying bacon to mingle with the freshly brewed coffee as Tom tried to concentrate on the problem before him.
“Abby, I need background information, fill me in!”

As she filled Tom in on the details of her marriage and divorce she put canned biscuits in the oven, chopped onions, peppers, and tomatoes for their omelets, and drained the bacon. 
“Jesus, Abby, I’m starving.  Is that about ready?”

 “The omelet’s almost ready,” she said and poured the egg mixture into the pan. 
They were both starving and Abby was comforted by the presence of her friend so they satisfied their appetites and then sat back and sipped coffee or tea, relaxing for the moment.

“My husband, was very controlling and after my father died he became physically as well as emotionally abusive. He wanted me at home and he didn’t want me to have any friends.  Toward the end I was almost a captive in my own house,” she told Tom, “And he was becoming more and more violent.”
“Did he leave you alone after the divorce?” Tom asked.

“No, I had restraining orders but he didn’t pay any attention to them, so I finally had to leave and have a realtor sell my house.”
“The court gave you the house?” he asked.

“The house belonged to my father and I, Mark moved in when we married.”
Abby cleared her voice, “Tom, thanks for being there for me.  I know that you’re tired and need sleep just as much as I do.”

“True, but I’d also be hungry if I hadn’t come,” he shrugged.
She smiled at him, “Thank you,” she said.

“What do you want me to do about this phone message?” he asked. 
“I want to retain you as my attorney in the matter of the exhumation and subsequent and related matters,” she said, “And someone’s been trying to verify my work place and home address.  I think it’s my ex,” she said, “could you look into that, too?”

Tom reached over and shook her hand, “Do you want me to contact the D.A.’s office for you?”
“Absolutely!  Just keep me informed and protect my interests,” she said.

He stood and said, “You got it friend, I’ll have papers for you to sign in the next day or two; and in the meantime, you’re covered.” 
Abby filled the dish washer and finally thought about what the call meant.  Apparently, something had roused police suspicions about the death of her father and it must have something to do with Mark.  He was the only one in the house when her father died.  She frowned and decided to let the police sort it out.  She had plenty to deal with in the here and now and she didn’t need distractions from the past even though it broke her heart to think of the exhumation and scrutiny of her father’s remains.  It felt as if her concerns had finally changed focus from fleeing the past to living in her present life.

Tom and Abby continued with their hospital visits and spending time with Aunt Bessie and now, the ever present Fred Jr. and his wife Stasia.  Late one evening when Abby was at the hospital, Fred passed away, quietly, in his sleep.
“Tom?” Abby said into her cell phone.

“Yes, Abby.”
“Tom, Fred’s gone and I’m going to go home with Aunt Bessie and make sure everything is O.K. there.  I’d really like to take her home with me but she has company.”

“I’ll meet you there,” Tom said. 
Tom was there shortly after they arrived from the hospital and he discretely had a conversation with Fred Jr. and gave him a card.

“Well, then, Fred Jr. said, “We’ll stay for the funeral and be on our way home,” he said as Stasia glowered from the sofa waiting to see what Tom had told her husband.
All of the townsfolk from the local church began delivering casseroles, salads, plants and flowers to the new widow so she didn’t lack for anything physically but still needed Tom and Abby for emotional support through the funeral and while she was getting back on her feet.

Abby managed to get through the next week and then tried to talk Aunt Bessie into staying with her for a week or so but Aunt Bessie claimed that what she really needed was some time to herself.  It sounded reasonable to Tom and Abby so they let it pass for the time being but kept close tabs on her.
Abby caught up on her sleep and household chores and then started work on her new fall course again.  She missed the daily contact she had with Blackie when she was at the hospital every day.  They talked on the phone often, but their conversations always felt a bit impersonal to Abby.  Feeling restless she hiked down the bluff and jogged on the beach for a while before lunch to burn off nervous energy. 

Abby was catching her breath and looking up the coast when she noticed a tall figure coming down the bluff and then turn toward her.  Soon she saw that it was Blackie and her heart lightened, she wanted to be alone but Blackie was different.  She knew that they had drawn closer after their trip to the art show and the moments they had together at the hospital.
When he reached her he smiled and took her hand and they turned and walked hand in hand back to her house. 

He slowed, “I know it’s over between you and Cliff.”
“Of course, it is.  He betrayed us,” and she paused and frowned, “And he really didn’t enjoy the same things or people that I enjoy.”

He stopped and turned toward her, “And now you’ve been dating Tom,” he said.
“I had him over for dinner his first night in town because his kitchen wasn’t in working order and it got too late for him to eat here in town,” she said, “And then he returned the favor by taking me out to the Inn for dinner.”

“You went to the Tanaka’s together,” he reminded her.
“Actually no, but we were both there.  Listen Blackie, Tom and I have talked it out and we are just friends; and now he’s also my attorney.”

“Not a serious problem, I hope?” he asked.
“So far, so good,” she said smiling.

He looked down at her and said, “Abby, remember when we first met, I asked you out and you said no?”
“Yes, I remember, I did that for two reasons. One, I knew that we were going to have a professional relationship; and two, you had a heck of a reputation as a lady’s man.”

“The women that would put up with my hours are few and far between, Abby.  By the time I’ve broken the second date it’s usually over.  You saw how it was when you were at the hospital with Bessie Gurney.” 
They were at the foot of the bluff when he stopped her and asked, “What would you say now?”

“Me?” she asked, her eyes shying from him.
“No, the girl standing next to you,” he teased and reached out to draw her closer gaining confidence from the shyness in her glance and her yielding body.

“I’d like to come calling, Abby.  Can we spend some time together and see if you can put up with a doctor’s hours?”
It felt right in his arms.  She slid her hands up his chest and rising on her toes kissed him softly on the lips.  Her hands continued up around his neck and he kissed her with deep tenderness then broke it off saying, “Is that a yes?” he asked.

“Seriously?” she whispered, and held on for a moment longer.
“For keeps,” he said.

“But what about all of your women?” she asked frowning.
“What other women?” he asked, “Remember the day we found the little flower in the woods?”

“Of course, I’ll never forget the wild orchid,” she said.
“That’s the last time I dated anyone else but that’s about when you started dating Cliff,” he said, “And then when you broke it off with Cliff you started dating Tom.”

“Well,” she said, hands on hips, “You could just say something doctor. I’ll race you to the top,” she challenged and bounded up the steep path just out of his reach.
They were both out of breath when they reached Abby’s kitchen. 

“Come little one, let’s sit and talk,” and he led her to the window seat.
“Did you think we’d ever get together, Abby?”

“Remember the day we went to Jack Brannon’s office, Blackie?”
“How could I forget, you had that great suit on and you looked sexier than hell.  I thought I was going to have to pop Brannon if he took one more look at you,” he said.

“I felt especially good about how I looked that day,” she said, “And I noticed how you kept watching me.  It made me happy. I’ve been having little fantasies about you ever since.”
“Oh you have, have you?” he teased.

“You know what I miss most, Blackie?”
“What little girl?”

“The time we used to spend in the woods, I miss it a lot.”
“Me too, Abby, but I couldn’t trust myself alone with you. I knew that I’d end up scaring you away. You would have darted off like a startled doe and it would have ruined my chances with you completely.”

She thought about it and nodded.
“Listen to me little one, we need to see each other for a while. I really do have crazy hours and most sane women wouldn’t put up with it.  I’m going to try to cut back but I’ll always have my people to take care of,” Blackie said.

“I know,” she said thoughtfully.
“I want to tell you about my commitments,” Blackie said.  “When I applied for a scholarship to go to med school there was a one in a million chance that I’d get it.  And even if I did, the chances that I would make it were small. I wasn’t a brilliant scholar in college.”

They were sitting in the window seat and she was leaning back into his arms and listening to his serious voice.
“I promised God that if I got it I’d work hard for my people who couldn’t afford proper medical care.  I prayed and I won the scholarship and then I prayed even harder to make it through med school and my internship.  I meant it Abby, I’ll always keep that promise.”

She turned and looked up at him, “I know that it’s your ministry, Blackie.  That is understood between us and I accept it.”
“It cuts into my earnings too, Abby,” he said.

“Blackie, I’m more interested in your loyalty and what kind of husband and father you will be than I am in your earning power,” she said, “You’ll have to make time for our children.”
“Little Flower, I’ll be as faithful to you as I am to the promise I made to God.  We’ll be taking our vows before the very same God when we marry.  He’ll be part of our marriage, our life, and our children’s upbringing. And yes, you’re right, I’ll have to make time for you and the children.”

“Maybe four?” she asked, “With weekends and camping trips?”
He smiled and held her closer. 

She sat up and looked at him, “Now I have to tell you about my ex-husband, Blackie.”
“I don’t need to know about your marriage, Little Flower, I know you,” he said.

“Yes you do, Blackie, he’s a dangerous man.  He’s threatened me and any man I marry.”  She went on to explain to Blackie about her ex just as she had told Tom and then went on to tell him about the latest call from the district attorney and the exhumation of her father. She began to cry softly and he held her close.
“Is that why you hired, Tom?” he asked.

“Yes, I didn’t know what else to do.  I’m still afraid of Mark and I wouldn’t be surprised if he was implicated in my father’s death,” she said, calming down.
They talked for another hour and Blackie said, “Don’t be afraid, it will be O.K., and I promise that I will protect you,” Blackie said.

She felt better after telling Blackie the whole sordid story and having it really be in the past with a bright, new future before her. 
“Let’s give ourselves a couple of month’s to adjust to each other.  You’ll have to get used to my hours and I’ll have to start making more time for a wife and family,” he grinned at her.

“For keeps,” she said, happily.
He looked at his watch and shook his head, “And I’m due at the hospital in twenty minutes,” he sighed.

“Don’t start feeling guilty when you have to work, Blackie, just slowly cut it down then we’ll think about starting our family,” she said, then frowned, “You won’t be jealous about my doing things with friends when you do have to work, will you?” she asked.
He kissed her on the lips, “I know that you’ll be faithful Abby, and I’m not controlling or abusive like your first husband,” he said.

She laughed, “I know you’re not possessed like he is.”
He looked at his watch again regretfully, and stood up and she walked him to the door and watched him back out of the driveway.

She flopped into one of the wicker chairs on the sun porch and thought about being Mrs. Jordan and the problems they would face together.  She was excited and happy and needed to talk to someone.
She dialed and said, “Hi Danni, this is Abby, is Tessie there?” she asked.

“Hi, Abby, she’s right here.  We’re doing a seating chart for this evening,” she said.
Tessie took the phone, “Danni’s already finished the seating chart.  I was just going over it,” she said.

“Can you talk?” Abby asked.
“Sure, I’ll go to my office and pick up in there,” Tessie said.

 There was silence and then, “Hi, Abby, you sound like you’re in a great mood.”
“I am, Tess.  Guess what, I’m dating a doctor,” Abby told Tessie.

“Slow down, you left me way behind, last I heard it was an attorney,” Tessie said.
“Tom’s nice and I like him, but I’ve been thinking about Blackie ever since I had to spend so much time in the hospital. Actually, since our meeting with Jack Brannon and even before that,” she admitted.

Tessie was surprised, “Well, this is all so new, you never said a word.”
“I know, I thought he was just my little fantasy.”

“I told him all about my ex, Tessie, and Tom knows too,” she said.
“Can you come over, I want to hear all of the little details?” Tess asked.

“How about tomorrow late afternoon?” she asked, “I have to sign some papers for Tom tomorrow and then I’ll come by the Inn.”  Abby explained about the phone calls and the exhumation to Tessie. 
“I hired Tom to represent me.” Abby told her.

“What does he think about this thing with Blackie?” Tessie asked.
“I told Tom about my feelings for Blackie before Fred died and he was upset at first but he’s great now,” she told Tess.

“You went to an art show in Sacramento with Blackie, didn’t you?” she asked.
“Yes,” Abby admitted, “That’s when I knew for sure that I had feelings for Blackie that I needed to work out before I dated anyone,” Abby told Tessie.

“Well, go girl,” Tessie said, “You’re sure it’s Blackie?” she asked.
“Sure enough to commit,” she told Tessie.

Tessie heard the joy in Abby’s voice and was happy for her, “I’ll see you tomorrow afternoon,” Tessie said.
Abby went and spent some time with Aunt Bessie that evening and after Blackie called to say goodnight she went to bed and dreamed about Black Eagle following his grandpa around everywhere and she when she woke up she wondered who their little boy would follow about. That day Abby went out to run some errands taking longer than expected because of the dense fog.   
 

FLIGHT FROM OBSESSION - CHAPTER EIGHT


Late the next afternoon Abby received a surprise call, “Hello, this is Abby,” she answer.
“This is Mrs. Tanaka,” her caller said, “I hope that I am not disturbing you.”
“Of course not, Mrs. Tanaka.  There’s nothing wrong, is there?” she asked.
“No, I don’t think so,” she said, “My daughter, Danni, has an interview for a job at the Seagull Inn.”

“Why that’s terrific, Mrs. Tanaka.”

“My daughter-in-law thinks it is a great opportunity, too.  I’m calling for your opinion about the Inn and Mrs. Danelli.”

“Tessie is my best friend, Mrs. Tanaka, so I’m not very objective about this,” Abby said truthfully.
“Sherri said that you two were close,” Mrs. Tanaka said.  “I am worried about Danni’s safety.  Danni seems to think she would be safer at the Inn than in the Mall where she is alone in the evening.”

“Well, that’s probably true.  I don’t even go to the Mall alone if it is too late,” Abby admitted.
“And you think she would be protected at the Inn,” Mrs. Tanaka asked, “Even with liquor being served?”

“Mrs. Tanaka, I helped find dependable students for Tessie through the student employment office on campus.  I wouldn’t have done that if I thought any of the young people would be in any danger,” Abby said.
“Thank you, Mrs. Cavanaugh, being a parent is such a worrisome thing these days.”

“Have Ken and Sherri been to the Inn for dinner, yet. She asked.
“Yes, they went for their anniversary, and they too think it would be safe for Danni.”

“Oh how nice,” Abby said, “I had dinner there last night with a friend and it was marvelous, you and Mr. Tanaka will have to have dinner there.”
Mrs. Tanaka laughed merrily, “It is not easy to get Mr. Tanaka out; he is a homebody.”

Abby laughed too.
“I will take no more of your time, Mrs. Cavanaugh, and I thank you for the information.”

“I’m glad to help, Mrs. Tanaka, good bye.”
Well, well, Abby thought, Tessie is a fast worker.  I hope it all works out well.

The phone rang again as soon as it hit the cradle, “Hello?”
“Hey, pretty lady.”

“Hi, Blackie, problems with our plans for Sunday?”
“No, I just called to make sure you hadn’t forgotten”

“Not likely, Blackie, I haven’t been to an art show in ages.  I’m looking forward to it.”
“Is eight o’clock too early?  We’ll stop for brunch around eleven.”

“Perfect, Blackie,” she answered.
“Good night,” he said and broke the connection.

Abby really was ready.  She had shopped for a new dress for the occasion and already had a wide brimmed hat to wear..  The simple sheath dress resembled a water color in deep moss green, dappled with splashes of muted orange. She had managed to find gloves in a small boutique near the campus to finish off the outfit.  Abby had forgotten how much fun it was to shop and wear new clothes. 
Sunday morning she was so excited she was waiting for Blackie when he pulled up at exactly eight o’clock.  He took her hand as she walked down the steps.

“An, little flower, you’re beautiful.” He pulled her close to his side and kissed her on the tip of her nose then kept her snuggled close until they reached the car and he helped her in.
“Let me put the top up,” he said.

“Not if you have someplace to put the hat.  I like the top down.”
He took the hat and placed it in the small boot then walked around to the driver’s side.  He looked so handsome in his blazer and slacks, she was glad she had dressed for the occasion.

She knew her eyes and added color gave away her excitement but today she didn’t care.  She was going to an art show, escorted by the handsome Dr. Jordan and she was just going to enjoy herself and maybe even flirt a little.  He always made her feel so female.
He grinned across at her and started the car, “Are you sure you don’t want the top up, the wind makes it hard to talk,” he warned. 

“We’ll talk at brunch,” she said, “Let’s just enjoy being out of town and free from all of our obligations.  The day is a joy unto itself.”
“I couldn’t agree more,” he smiled and backed out of the driveway. 

He drove fast but carefully so Abby relaxed and enjoyed the scenery passing by their oasis of calm.  She felt his presence easily enough without talk.  They caught each other’s eye and grinned like kids playing hooky from school.  It was a pleasant ride and she was surprised when he slowed and began to negotiate the streets of a small town.
“Hungry?” he asked.

She noticed that the lines in his face had smoothed as they moved away from his constant responsibilities.
“Starved,” she said, “And not a bit shy about it, when it comes to food I have the appetite of a lumberjack.”

“Good,” he gave her a big lewd wink, “I like women with big appetites.”
“Is this a restaurant?” she asked.

“It’s a mansion built in the mid-eighteen hundreds and converted into a restaurant.  A couple I’m acquainted with own it.  They restored as much of the original house as they could while converting it into a restaurant.  I think you’ll be impress with the restoration and the food,” he said.
A stout lady with an Australian accent greeted them and gave Blackie a big hug as they walked in the door.

“Abby, this is Ada Claycomb our hostess and she restored this great house.  Her husband, Jack, is the chef and a ship’s carpenter.”
“This house is a marvel, Mrs. Claycomb, can I poke around a bit?” she asked.

“Oh, aren’t you the one, come along dear and I’ll give you a quick tour before I get busy.”
“Blackie, go back to the kitchen and pester Jack while I show your young lady around,” Ada said.

She turned to Abby, “Call me Ada, dear, that’s my name.  You’ve caught the doctor’s eye, I see.”
“We’re just friends, Ada, and please call me Abby.”

Ada just smiled at her and led her off on a whirlwind tour of the beautifully restored gold rush mansion.  Abby told her about her home in Trinity Cove as they toured Ada’s mansion.  Fifteen minutes later when they reached their starting point Ada poked her head into the kitchen.
“What have you done with Blackie, Jack?” she asked.

“Side patio, love,” he said.
“Good,” Ada said, “You’ll love the flowers there Abby and it’s very romantic.”

Blackie stood as Ada led Abby to a side porch that was converted into a secluded, garden dining area. 
“Here you go dear, back safe and sound with your young man.  It looks like the waiter has already been here with drinks,” she bustled off to her hostess position at the front entrance.

Blackie settled her into her chair, “How did you like the house?” he asked.
She sighed and took a sip of her drink, “The house is beautiful and Ada is a bit like being picked up by the wind and carried away.  I didn’t know if I would ever make it back to Kansas.”

“Ada is a bit of a force, isn’t she?” Blackie grinned.
“This drink is good, does it have champagne in it?” Abby asked.

“Don’t drink any more than you want,” he said, “I ordered ice tea if that’s alright with you.  We don’t get to order breakfast though, it seems that Jack is inspired today.”
“Ice tea sounds good but this is tasty too,” she looked around, “It’s a beautiful little garden area.”

“Oh look, humming birds,” Abby was delighted with the whole morning.
“You are easy to please, Little Flower,” Blackie said.

“It’s been a perfect day,” she told Blackie, noticing that he looked younger and more relaxed than usual, “You need to get away more,” she commented.
“I need a free spirit like you to release me from all the cares in the cove and the hospital,” he said.

“We haven’t been hiking for a while,” she said, “Not since we found the brave little flower.”
“You’ve been dating Cliff,” he said quietly.

“That didn’t mean we couldn’t go hiking,” she said.
“Man is territorial, Abby,” he said as brunch was served.

Abby was glad they were interrupted because she didn’t know quite what to make of his statement, “Oh yummy, eggs rancheros, one of my favorites,” she said.
He took her hands and gave thanks for the food and safe drive that morning and asked for protection for the rest of the day.

They finished every morsel and had bowls of fresh fruit with a light yogurt dressing for dessert. She wondered where he would take her for dinner and decided to let it be a surprise.
They were soon on their way south again in contented silence with occasional smiling glances. The freeway became more congested as they neared Sacramento and Blackie took an exit and maneuvered the streets with skill until they reached a neighborhood lined with art galleries, restaurants and high end stores.

“Posh,” she noted.
“Yes, I suppose it is, but it has its bohemian side too.  There are lofts, bookstores and coffee houses in the neighborhood for the working classes of the art world,” he said.

“Ah, the young struggling artists you mean,” she laughed as he went to retrieve her hat from the boot.  He held her little hand mirror as she settled the hat at just the right angle and then he took her arm and led her into the gallery.  It was mostly glass and light to best display the art work with scattered seating arrangements for those who wanted to chat.
She was immediately absorbed.  The art was even better than Blackie’s photographs could show. The works were large chunks of natural material that appeared to be acid etched and color enhanced.  The art appealed to the inner spirit of anyone who understood the significance of culture’s influence on each of us.   

She found herself in a conversation with someone next to her who seemed well trained in art and anthropology.  She hadn’t looked up she was so taken with the work before her.
Finally, he said, “You’re Blackie’s friend, aren’t you?”

She turned toward him, “I’m sorry, I’m Abby Cavanaugh,” she reached out to shake his hand and then she realized that he was the artist from the picture in the brochure.
“Good heavens, you’re the artist and you’ve been kind enough to listen to me babble on about your work,” she said.

“It’s a pleasure to hear informed compliments, Mrs. Cavanaugh, and a pleasure to speak to a knowledgeable anthropologist.”
“Mr. Raintree, I’m honored to meet you. Your work is marvelous and your knowledge of anthropology is expert,” she said.

“Only my minor in college.  May I call you, Abby?” Just call me Raintree, everyone else does.”
“Of course,” she said, “Blackie is here somewhere.”

“Yes, I’ve spoken with him while you were busy.  I just wanted to tell you how much I enjoyed your father’s articles.  He grasped the essence of culture’s effect on the human animal like no other scientist could.”
“And as you have expressed in your work, Raintree, as no other artist could,” she said. 

“You’re being too kind, dear lady.”
“Not kind, Raintree,” she said. “Affectionate; because, in that, you remind me of my father,” she said.

He took her hand and then said with an affectionate smile, “Let me show you something that Blackie has been looking at that might be suitable for Harvest Hill.” He took her hand and led her to a large exhibit.
Blackie was there and he grinned at her, “I see that you’re enjoying yourself and that you’ve met the artist.”

She could tell he was pleased with her appreciation of the artist’s work and her ability to hold her own in this milieu.  Her attention was immediately grabbed by the exhibit he was studying.  The carving on this chunk of natural rock was a close up of three American Indians dancing, then repeated in smaller and smaller renditions going back into the past. The colors looked like a natural part of the stone and the carving looked like a thunderbolt from the sky had fashioned it.
She looked up and asked Raintree, “How will this stand up to the weather?”

Raintree responded, “We’ve been discussing that very point and I’m going to do some research on epoxies that might be an answer.”
“It’s perfect if we can protect it, but it’s a shame to cover the natural surface, it needs to breath,” she said.

“We agree, Little Flower,” Blackie said.
Raintree caught up with her later, “Where did you get your Indian name?” he asked.

She looked startled, “From Blackie, I guess,” she said.
He took her hand, “Enjoy the rest of the show, Little Flower.”

Abby was pleased that she had a tribal name, it was like a Pulitzer Prize to her, something that made her very proud.  She noticed another one of Raintree’s works and wandered off to experience it within herself. 
Later, Abby looked up to notice that it was late afternoon and she looked around the room and finally saw Blackie sitting on a blue settee, feet propped up on an ottoman, and she went over and plopped next to him. 

Blackie reached out and put his arm over her shoulders, “Have you seen enough?” he asked.
“Sorry it got so late,” she apologized.

“Don’t be,” he said, “It’s a pleasure to be with a woman who enjoys art as much as I do and isn’t just interested in the glitz.”
She looked up and saw the champagne, hor’derves, and chit chat at the far end of the gallery, “I guess I haven’t been too social,” she said.  

“Don’t worry, It’s just the society crowd and the critics.  I’m not sure they even like art,” he said, “Raintree is forced to make nice.”    
“How are you feeling?” he asked. 

“My feet hurt and I’m hungry,” she said, “but I had a terrific time and Raintree is a tremendous talent. I could present a whole semester course in anthropology based on his art.”
“Let’s go eat,” Blackie said and helped her to her feet.

They waved to Raintree on the way out of the gallery and Abby turned her hat over to Blackie again and then picked up the shawl she left folded in her seat and Blackie helped her settle it over her shoulders.  When they reached the restaurant he put the top up because it would be too cold driving home late in the day to have it down. He helped Abby out of the car and put her arm through his as they entered the restaurant. 
“Spanish?” she asked.

“Bite your tongue,” he said, “Basque”.
“Oh, what heavenly aromas,” she said, as the waiter led them to their table.

“Yours for the evening,” the waiter said expansively.
“I didn’t know when we would get here and I didn’t want to be rushed,” he said

The waiter brought goblets with lemony ice water and wine for the appetizer course.  He set a steaming tray of appetizers on the table and said, “I’ll be back with your menus.”
Blackie said the blessing and began to help himself from the appetizer tray. 

“I don’t recognize everything,” she said.

“Give it the taste test,” Blackie said, smiling.
She took a small dish with a sautéed prawn that smelled garlicky.  Biting off a taste of prawn she lifted the glass of wine and took a tiny sip. 

  “Perfect complement,” she said, “I’ll have to tell Tessie about this restaurant.”
Soon Abby had tried everything and it all passed the taste test. 

Blackie said, “We’ll have to take a menu back to her.”
 Abby was perusing the menu and having a problem with making decisions.  The cuisine was new to her and everything looked enticing.

“A problem?” the waiter asked as he refilled their water goblets.
“No problem,” Blackie said, “Could you switch us to the same side of the table, we’re going to share?”

“Eh, good,” the waiter said knowing he would receive a bigger tip.
Sitting side by side they consulted with the waiter and made the necessary decisions. Soon they were sharing fish and leek soup, both specialties of the house.  Between courses Abby asked Blackie what he was like as a small boy.

“Ah, you want to know, Black Eagle, the little boy who followed his grandfather everywhere and always wanted to know about the old ways.  He was a little boy who thought he could live in the woods, hunt and fish and someday grow up and kill his bear and become a warrior.”
They finished their entrée and were served a light salad of baby, Bibb lettuce, tomato, cucumber, and cilantro, sprinkled with lemon juice.

“I couldn’t have managed anything heavier,” she said.
“Me too, let’s have coffee and then we’ll think about dessert.”

“Tell me more about Black Eagle,” she asked.
“Black Eagle went to school and he would write his name on his paper and the teacher would change it to Blackie.  Little Black Eagle would throw it away.  He was a stubborn little boy.”

“And your mother?” Abby asked.
“Mother taught me about the white man’s God.  For a long time God and the old ways were confused in my mind but that straightened out as I grew older.”

They sipped coffee quietly and the waiter brought them a sample of the different desserts.  Abby complained about how full she was but picked out a small apricot pastry.”
“What about your father, Blackie, you never talk about him?” Abby asked.

“Not much to say, he was an alcoholic.  My mother worked, he drank, and my sister and I managed.”
 Abby fell asleep on the way home and Blackie woke her up when they reached the cove, walked her to the door, and told her goodnight.

The next day she called him and thanked him for the whole day and said she hadn’t had that much fun in years, “It’s my turn to have you over here or maybe to Tessie’s.”
“I’ll be looking forward to that,” he said, pleased.